online.

hahas...just came back from Parkway after an ID session. I saw this fella who made time records on Lake Akina (God knows why) with his cars. As such I felt he was a worthy opponent.

I issued a verbal challenge. He smirked and just said see if we can get place 1st (all 4 machines were occupied)

Being non-too pleased, I asked a guy if he would let me use 1st, and he very kindly obliged.

He was using an Toyota Altezza RS 200 (SXE 10) 6-5-5-6-4

My car Nissan Skyline GTR (BNR 34) was 7-0-0-0-6

As he joined in later he got to choose the course we would battle in. Kinda surprised me why he chose Myogi Wet. Then I realized he wanted to attack my weak points since my car was freaking slidey.

I started up wrongly, banged 3 times against the freaking wall and lost to him by 80+ metres.

I wanted revenge. So I chose Irohazaka dry.

Turns out his technique at that course wasn't that good after all and I pwnd his ass by 160+ metres, and with a car that is under-tuned compared to his.

At least I can say I am of a certain standard in ID

In parkway...that is...


Being random, but I notice that on youtube, there have been a lot of "chipmunk versions" of a lot of songs lately.

Then I realized it was just the people who used some sound software to change the key of the sound by 1 octave and a few keys higher...

dotz.....

oh well...

Anything online can be compromised...


and it will be compromised


for starters look at Edison Chen...

Break

It has kinda been fun, being in the committee for servers. Worked really hard for the society with the rest of them.

I stood down with immediate effect from yesterday as it was time to uphold the end of my bargain. But hell am I gonna miss the various events that's coming up, and chances are I cannot attend.

Still don't know if I can really commit to my studies now even after everything.

I am really lost. I do not know how to fit my body into everything now...Just feels as though there is something that I had lost.

I do not know how, I do not know when...

Or was it rather, something I never even had in the first place? Something I've been looking for, but not yet found.

Forget it...I'll think about it later

and later

and later

And before I know it, my O's are here.

And there goes my future....

Need some time to clear my thoughts out...

Eastertide

I just wanna say, Holy Week was a blast!

It was tiring, physically demanding but hell, did it feel fufilling.

Besides our Easter Tridium, we also had our Sin Hoi Sai Tridium, having our dinners/supper 3 days in a row at the Cze Char stall opposite our church.

The Winning Eleven games we played while staying over at Emmaus House on Holy Thursday, the cursing, introduction of our new vulgarity :"Nubs Cheebye" (smth along those lines anyway)

And above all, commemarating the Ressurection story in one whole big mass.

But all these is over...

and what is left...

is the remaining pain and hurdles.

oh yes...it sucks...

But as long as I have something to look forward to, I think I'll be fine.

Just wanna see my boys through weekend mass before I officially take a break from servers now.

The worst is yet to come.

Bring it on...

Holy/Hell Week

Before I start on this post, I am glad to say I have my com back up and running.

And so it begins...Holy Week.

It starts tomorrow, Celebration of the Lord's Supper...

God help me coz I need to serve one load of mass and services with an in-grown toenail, which will be removed on the 16th April.

But not complaining though, since I get exempted from PE for 1 month (YES!)

Now just awaiting the day...

And hell do I love getting my life back!

Also, time to get back to my old days (hint hint: airport)


That's all for now.

Behold..

To all, in the recent light of events...I have finally found the current answer to the kind of situation I am in now.

After much soul-searching and reflections, I realize that I have officially...


No Life.


It has come to a point, when all I am expected to do is to sleep, eat and study.

sounds fun doesn't it?

screw you...


To all my boys in monday, my apologies for not being able to make it for mass as my high and mighty tyrant of a father stopped my valiant efforts to get my ass out of the shithole I call home.

But being such an unfilial son, I will do my best to make it next week, no matter how tired I am from school or Legion, and once again, disobey him.

As I feel that I should...

It has been a hectic week for me, recruiting Sec Ones for my CCA, Inaugural Prayer Service 2008, heavy requirements for DNT and what have you...

I apologize as I DO realize that few of my previous posts are just typically about me bitching and moaning about how shitty life is...

It sucks not having some form of positive energy and spirit in me, that can at the very least, keep me going for now.

Except my friends whom I really wanna say, a big Thank You to all of you for supporting me through my toughes times.

Although I feel like shit, I really appreciate all that you do for me.

God Bless each and everyone of you.

Amen.

the big 'C' for the big 'O'

School has started...and my life feels like shit now...

Ironically, I actually gave 2 hours each day for 1st 3 days of school to reading up and revision.

I am already feeling the heat, and not it's not very pretty...

Imagine 7 months from now...

sigh.....


Commiment.

That is what I keep telling myself.

Commit to my studies...at least just for this year...

and you can fuck up all you want after that.

That's what's keeping me going for now...

not that my dad is actually helping... But he can go fuck off by saying 3 hours of study per day is not enough =.=

back to studies then...

God Bless, hope those who are in their O level year may not be going through what I am now.