Friday, 18 January 2008

Behold..

To all, in the recent light of events...I have finally found the current answer to the kind of situation I am in now.

After much soul-searching and reflections, I realize that I have officially...


No Life.


It has come to a point, when all I am expected to do is to sleep, eat and study.

sounds fun doesn't it?

screw you...


To all my boys in monday, my apologies for not being able to make it for mass as my high and mighty tyrant of a father stopped my valiant efforts to get my ass out of the shithole I call home.

But being such an unfilial son, I will do my best to make it next week, no matter how tired I am from school or Legion, and once again, disobey him.

As I feel that I should...

It has been a hectic week for me, recruiting Sec Ones for my CCA, Inaugural Prayer Service 2008, heavy requirements for DNT and what have you...

I apologize as I DO realize that few of my previous posts are just typically about me bitching and moaning about how shitty life is...

It sucks not having some form of positive energy and spirit in me, that can at the very least, keep me going for now.

Except my friends whom I really wanna say, a big Thank You to all of you for supporting me through my toughes times.

Although I feel like shit, I really appreciate all that you do for me.

God Bless each and everyone of you.

Amen.

Friday, 4 January 2008

the big 'C' for the big 'O'

School has started...and my life feels like shit now...

Ironically, I actually gave 2 hours each day for 1st 3 days of school to reading up and revision.

I am already feeling the heat, and not it's not very pretty...

Imagine 7 months from now...

sigh.....


Commiment.

That is what I keep telling myself.

Commit to my studies...at least just for this year...

and you can fuck up all you want after that.

That's what's keeping me going for now...

not that my dad is actually helping... But he can go fuck off by saying 3 hours of study per day is not enough =.=

back to studies then...

God Bless, hope those who are in their O level year may not be going through what I am now.