Lost it all....

Many things have passed in just another hectic week of mine...things like my computer perpetually breaking down on the whole family which restricts my already limited access to the virtual world even more...

The only way to go online now is through my school's com...which I can't always use due to my commitments, and even if can, only an hour...


Did many things..i watched Pope John Paul II today at RME lesson...cool movie..

One statement made by one priest was :' Anger, is not a sin. It is normal to feel outrage in the face of evil. But, how do you express your anger?'

This was said during young Karol Wojtyla's time when the Germans invaded Poland and he was going to confession to tell the priest about the hatred he felt towards the Germans after he witnessed a few soldiers kill a boy who merely stole a bag of potatoes trying to feed his family.





I am still losing sleep over what happened the last week...

I had a discussion, or rather, a debate in the light of showing him my results...he preached to me, lectured me, antagonizing me, throwing me in my face that everything that happened was duly my fault, which no doubt is.


He yaked on about having a time table, planning my future and life, about we coming up with this study plan "together"

He did the talking....I just shutted up not having the mood to even object because anyway I know that i will not follow it unless I want to. So basically it was HIS plan.

But then again, one topic which never failed to anger me time and time again when he spoke about it...was about my "nincampooped" friends..so to speak which he claims dragged me down for my past exams...

That was the spark that ignited my fire of anger...my patience reached boiling point...I shouted at him...

He has been using this phrase of his....for the last few months every time he told me off...

Gone were the days I hung out at Cyber with those smokers and vulgar people...And only my close friends from there remain my group..It is always my friends when my behaviour is bad...when my results do not meet his personal expectations of me...when I do not do what he wants me to do...

I told him, that i have discarded all those "bad friends" and I can say i have chosen wisely.

If you do not know them, don't even talk about them because you are not even qualified to, for you yourself was worse than me, hanging out with smokers, conspiring with your group to send a coffin to your teacher on Teacher's Day.

I tried to explain to him that, as a group we do not just hang out only...its not just about hanging out that really bond us together...this bond was forged over time, sweat, tears and happiness throughout this 2 years...but then, he said this

"Your friends are all older than you by 1-2 years. Because of your age gap, sooner or later you will be left out because they are not of equal level to talk with you. They will be talking about their own stuff when they go to Poly and you will become like a burden to them. Maybe they are too polite now to say ' eh ben, seriously ar, you are really tiring us out now' they may not say it, but deep inside they might feel this."

I was...


Stunned...




In a few words, I have lost all consciousness of mind...


I did not want to believe what he said, at which point I left the living room. I was in total confusion of myself...I felt alone...in limbo, separated from my surroundings with this statement...

I was feeling insecure, unhappy, fearful.......

Am i being..a burden...to those around me...?

Am i just being, a little boy, tagging along with whom I try to be with?





I do not even know what to do, what to feel, how to respond...


Is it me, who makes the group of friends feel incomplete, being the 'extra', the odd one out...

Ostracized, left alone, in a moment of solitary.




if i were to break away....I will never know what to do...leaving them...



There will go, everything I stood for, everything I kept myself going for, everything that I stood my ground and held out for....


if it were to be the case....my guilt would be endless...if I ever caused them any form of awkwardness or misery..

I never wanted it to be this way..





If i ever made any of you feel bad due to my presence




im sorry..........

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Feels so Long

So I have completed my 1st week of school...(tomorrow no school)...But without seeing all of you, it feels as though it has been a month, a year, a decade, a century..Had a difficult time pulling through this week...many trials and tribulations have come my way...and I was admittedly not facing them very positively and in the best way I could.

Results, explaining to tuition teacher for my consistent absence with valid reasons, persecution while doing my time consuming prefect duty post...

Its been hell of a week....

Despite the fact that I was so much looking forward to going out this week...the outing clashes with my servers training....and because its 1 more week to Holy Week, i must attend it...

Duty comes first, commitment...zzz


:(

That STILL does not stop me from being unhappy..=.=

TMNT ...seems like a good movie to me....


argh nvm...

Guess I will have to wait one more week...


You guys have fun alright???







Meanwhile, still trying to cope with schoolwork...COM IS NOT WORKING FINELY( took me 3 hours to get it working...)



FULL STEAM AHEAD FOR HOLY WEEK...



sacrifice 1st...enjoy later...


:D

God Bless

...

There can be nothing to save myself from the impending doom in a few months time

Results suck..I am even ashamed to type in here......

Lets just say I might as well just be a drop out...

I failed 3 subjects ( i dunno if u count combined science as 1 or 2...so lets say 1)



Even my 2 As cant save my ass now...


despite being taught by a good tuitor, I have still failed my weak subject....to a whole new level...i cant get any more worse literally...(u get the BIG BIG hint) , thus "breaking" a record...


And I think I had better switch my prefect duty...car porch really takes up too much of my time, even though I would love to help out...im just missing out too many DNT lessons in class........


I dunno wat to do for now...I think my problem is just more than academic....




I despise myself...I feel a failure in myself...I cant even go anywhere...as teachers reminded the class


"If you fail maths and science, you cannot even go to ITE.."

so...i suppose there goes my future.....for now.....



And this is only term assesment....wat about mid years, eoy....O levels.....

I guess you were right Rod....




But I suppose love conquers all

despite my bad results, mom still comforted me...and she told me to get back on my feet and try again....


Omnia Vincit Amour



God Bless...and don't ask me about my results pls..unless if i wanna tell you.. :...

Way back into love

Way Back into Love

Music by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking from someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And If you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.



Find your way back into love...search deep inside your heart.

God Bless!

WOOT.MARCH HOLIDAYS FTW

Haha...I must really say that during the March holidays I went out almost everyday.

literally..everyday.......



Most treasuered of coz was with my guyz......we went out a lot....We went to lots of places like Bugis...and omg..there..we saw a TRUE HOTD 4 Pro...

Welding 2 guns, getting the scores S,A,S,S,S,S..........totally owned.....

well, cant really be bothered to mention every single outing..except that, I learned more about the late Pope John Paul II, saw a HOTD pro...and a few movies...new concerts in the esplenade..and met an old fren (Oliver Sayson)

I went to Cathay today...with everyone, Oli, Darryl, Sharon, Rod, Furt,

We watched Stomp the Yard..pretty cool show...spoilers go to my cousin's blog...not gonna spoil this wonderful show......

Then we all went back to Plaza Sing to get some Takoyaki...den


RUSH BACK TO CHURCH FOR STATIONS..

MRT ride was fun...haha...all joking joking around...Oli said I was damn comfortable...."due to my fats" said !Punani...haha...he was right la....hmmm.........


Eventually, after stopping at bedok interchange...we missed the stations la...so no point already.....


Sat at the back of bus 197.....everyone was feeling tired......darryl leaning on his bag against the handrail.....!Punani on Oli' s shoulder, then Oli's head on my shoulder, my head on her head...and den Roderick.........


HAHAHAHAHAHA......


OK...IM NOT GONNA MENTION LA.....

but it involved a lot of laughter and "awwwwwwwwwws" s

we stopped at the Marine Drive bus stop....i went separate ways from the group to serve mass, which was to compensate my absence of stations.......

It was really saddening to bid them goodbye... :'( but was feeling better...when I would see them soon again........gave "our handshake" and hugs.....


so then it was off to serving mass.....I apologized to James for my absence...

Mass was 3 juniors namely...Nicholas, Derrick and Vincent..

mass went quite ok except for a few minor issues like bowing..

I went to Zion, hoping maybe some of them will be there, but alas no....played a losing game of Dota...and then ate my dinner and went home... after that



This March holidays was well spent..i feel...going out almost everyday...

haha..but now still got some work like

IPW, Prefect's essay...zzzzzzzzz


sianz to the max...........


but overall, it was great.....i had a funtime........

and now its all over



:(



back to studies, school and more bullshit to come in term 2........


haha..but this does not mean the end of any future outings..haha





hmm....since i am in Con 1...mite as well blog a bit about my class

last week, Auntie Mila took off for some other commitments, and Benson came in....

haha...and for once, I learned something in con class


In the church, it is not buildings/mass articles that make up the church

it is the people...as Benson so aptly puts it

"how do u spell 'church'?

C-H-U-R-C-H



break it up like this...


Ch-U-R-Ch


Which means?


What is the church? (Ch

You (U)

Are (R

the Church (CH)


even the way church is spelt already gives its meaning...



Now at least cat class more interesting..hee..except for 2 guys..one wanna pose punk and one wanna pose emo..zzzz...lame



anyways...tmr..gonna go visit my grandparent's obituaries....at mt vernon


wont be staying until 4 again...zzzz......and my body sitll itching all over....



bb



God Bless!

Thank you

Had a great day yesterday celebrating my spritual director's birthday at Plaza Sing. Ate at Carl's Junior. I ate the Portobello Mushroom Burger, excellent....

Then I played HOTD 4 at X Zone with so many of my legionaries and people staring at me when I revealed the secret points, grenades and health bars...died at the stupid 4 th level, Temperance...when he rolled at me....zzz....I spent 2 credits for 4 levels....sounds ok to me...

Went Zion...And for once, Jerome lost to the perfect dual tag team Bryan and Joshua in Dota...he was pretty agitated at Johnathan for screwing up in certain parts of the game like killing me and Joshua...

Met Oli and the rest of the gang at Parkway Parade, to cut my hair...

When I joined them for dinner however...something happened.

My mind, as if collecting certain thoughts over the past few years in my life, suddenly released them all over into my body...

emotions like: sadness, insatisfaction, rejection clouded my mind....for as long as I can remember...

Suddenly, I felt extremely useless....when I thought about my commitments in church and school...what I have done wrong over the past few years in the societies I were involved in came crashing into me..

I felt sad, unhappy, guilty, unsatisfactory about myself, insecure.

I did not want to face anyone at that point of time. I felt bad for all the mistakes I made in my position as leader and member of 2 societies I am in, namely the servers and legion...Whatever contribution I made just seemed so trivial, small and insignificant towards the development of the societies

In servers, I did not do my part well enough...I make mistakes when serving...

In legion, as a leader I feel ashamed of myself when my behaviour and bad habits get in my way when doing my work, teaching and guiding my juniors in the course of honouring God and Our Lady, despite I do my best in doing whatever is required of me.

I was down all the way, keeping a small distance from the group..When they asked if I was ok, I just shook away from the world of my thoughts and just shrugged...obviously they knew something was wrong with me...I just said that it was a personal problem of my own...and I needed to solve it myself...

Despite the fact that at Starbucks Oli tried to reach out to me, hugging me, I just could not bear it...I felt that I do not deserve the care and concern people showed for me...I have not shown myself capable of being a true server or legionary...my position as president just potrayed me as a figurehead all the more...

During the bus ride, Terence talked to me and consoled me, sharing his part of going through stuff like this...the feeling of not doing the best you can, not putting all your heart, mind and soul in the execution of your work, the boundaries of your limitations you try to stretch, the face that people give you, hinting to you that what you did is just not good enough for their expectations.

I told him whatever I was feeling at that point of time...and he helped me to see the brighter side of what I have done, to earn my right...to gain the respect and trust of my younger juniors and my seniors....and, in the silence of my heart, I found the answer.

I can only do my best and what is required of me, and a little bit more. I have my limitations in life, and people cannot judge me for I have done my part...your comments is not my problem anymore.

While we were waiting for Matthew and Darryl to come, we played with some balls in Fengshan hawker centre...I apologized to Oli, for being sad and down, thus ruining the mood of the people around me...she told me it was ok, for people have their downside sometimes....For today my mind could not bear it....and it was partly due to the major things that were about to happen...

Holy week, servers training, legion ACIES too...all coming at the same time, which was why I felt so inadequate and stressed...

But eventually, i figured out what I must do, and I was back to normal again...

They arrived after half an hour..then we proceeded to the coffee shop to grab supper...

!Puani, Oli and I suddenly arrived at the subject of SM.....and we were talking about how !Punani and his "gay partner" Edmund would try out some kinky stuff...like SM...and something I suggested which is to sick to say.....so no comments....

oh and btw,... I found out that SM, stands for "sadomasochism"...go check out the dictionary

then !Punani said something, then I said :" yeah, if u not careful ar, later Edmuind F*** you upside down....."

then Oli caught her oli-virus and went into hyper mode immediately in the coffe shop...


lol.....

oh btw, a lot of stalls in the hawker centre received the Green Book awards which I found too good to be true until I tried the Fried Carrot Cake (chai tao kuay)

The carrot cake was fragrant, spicy and so absolutely melt in your mouth with all the eggs and chai po.........excellent...

The home made lemon tea brought back many memories to Oli, Terry and I coz it reminded us of how Oli concocted her uber sweet lemon tea in CJ My bread...which tasted exactly like the one I was drinking...

Roderick and Sharon left earlier to go home....We talked for awhile more before we went home...

Oli was going to walk home...so we all bade her goodbye...once again, she consoled me, telling me that she will always be there....to talk and confide in.....

Matthew, I , !Punani, and Darryl shared cab...and thank God for that coz I was having stomach pain....zzz...........

I got home....sat down in my bed for awhile..thinking of everything that has happened....I said a little prayer for myself and my clique,....and then I tucked myself in to retire for the night.

Terence, thanks for guiding me...After your talk, I have found the answer I needed to solve my problems...

Oli, you are always there, caring for us, crying with us when we are upset, sharing our joys together when we are happy...

hey guyz, sorry if I was a little anti-social during that point of time, but really, I am ok now...

To both societies, it is my commitment, I stick to it fully and completely.

No matter how bad things get, If there is something or someone I rely on, I would never give up

God, if anytime I feel inadequate, please guide me and show me the way so that whatever I do, I put my heart, mind and soul to it, to love you, and to do all these for the glory of Your name...Amen




Lyrics of the moment(haha,...oli, hope you dun mind)

The Prayer: By Josh Groban and Charlotte Church

Let this be our prayer(let this be our prayer..)
Just like every child...(just like every child..)
Need to find a place
Guide us with your grace
Lead us to a place so we'll be safe...



(oh btw oli, I left your manga in my friend's bag at PS, I'll get it back asap....sorry...:P)

To my clique
Thank you...thank you all...may we continue to stick by and strive for our commitments

God Bless, each and every one of you who make my life the way it is today...thank you...

IT Fair 2007

I left the house at about 3.30...


And let me say that City Hall was F****** crowded...like the time in New Year....

The bridge from City Link to Suntec Convention centre was not moving coz of congestion so I dashed across the road like some mad dog. :D


and omg.......so sorry Yoh-kun..made u wait so long for me.......

We explored the IT Fair levels...Yoh wanted to buy a webcam for her computer while i was looking around for a cheap mp3 player..

We looked around and we both bought a webcam together...a 1.3 megapix 3 year warranty...after which we left the place to fetch our little !Punani..haha...then we talked more about the various electronics....i got myself a bottle of season ice lemon tea in carrefour...while i was descending the travellator down to the 1st floor via the escalator, I somehow felt a little disappointed i did not bang into the overhead block of cement...

We went back to the fair...to check out some PSP stuff....while I owned those little punks in DOA 2 Ultimate on XBOX free sample play with my gay combo Jann Lee and Ein...woot....all ya noobs can go practise another 20 more years before you defeat me man.....

Then Yoh-kun realized we got ripped off....a webcam, 2megapix, 1 year warranty was going for 2 for $45......

BAKA!!!!..........we went back to the store to ask for a refund...but the lady said no and can only exchange for something of similar value....

And thats where Yoh exchanged both her's and my camera for me....so i had $80 to spend on a 1 GB MP4 player, saying that this was to be my Christmas cum Birthday gift for me...I was so touched I hugged her.....

!Punani and Yoh bought the promotional webcam instead....


Wanted to go for dinner at Marche but for some damn reason it was close so we chose Carl's Junior instead...


And omg...lemme say that every bite I took into the SuperStar burger was just pure 100% indulgence...savior fare....mmmmmm.,....Really want to try the Portobello Mushroom burger next time i come...criss cut fries was great too...

and !Punani was given a new nick for now..

Little Weenie !Punani Tsunami of a Salami

or smth lidat...=.=........

and I filled my 1.5L bottle non stop with the free flowing drinks from the store.......

haha..another thing was that while Yoh-kun was whacking !Punani with her water bottle, I said "you just gave a whole new meaning to hydrotherapy"

We walked a fair distance to the MRT station..which was not THAT crowded and went back home....while Yoh was carrying the bag which contained the 2 cameras, he forgot to give 1 to
!Punani...hahahhaah......




hmm..so i got more than i asked for...a nano design, 1 gig, mp4 player...half price.....

I feel so blessed

Thank you, Yoh-kun...nothing is enough to express my happiness for what you have done for me...and I treasure this friendship, more than words can say......


Arigato kozaimaz, Yoh-kun

God Bless!

It is finished

So it was done...I reached home at 7am sleeping peacefully after I came back from camp with a bad bout of diarroeah.

I shall not post much about the camp as it was a hurdle I got over with a few scars left on me..

A nice deep cut into my leg after I fell into a hole in Gua Telinga (cave of the ear....more of a bat cave) Actually I did not have to complete the last part coz of my size, none of my other similar sized friends completed the cave.....But I fell into the hole, cramped my leg, cried out in agony, squeezed and climbed out from the small hole...Go figure (literally)

Flu after I kena the most splashes of water in Rapid Shooting since I was sitting at the back.


A few positive things were the stars which filled the night sky with brilliance and light as I slept. How wonderful, God's creation of this world. Because He saw it was good.

All in all, I did not just take nothing but photographs, and I did not just leave nothing but footsteps.....



Anway, after I slept until about 2...I woke up with my bad sore throat....zzz.....I used the com for awhile and I left at 6 pm for Plaza Singapura. I realize how precious the clique was to me, despite having not seen them for just a week....:)....

We watched the show Music and Lyrics

Starring: Hugh Grant as Alex Fletcher
Drew Barrymore as Sophie (something)


SPOLIERS DOWN...IF U DUN WANNA SEE THE SPOILERS..SCROLL FASTER...TO THE NEXT POINT



This show is about a singer, Alex who is a member of an uber old band in the 80s, getting approached by a modern singer to compose a song in a short period of time. As his band was disbanded a long time ago, he and his manager finds someone to be Alex's lyricist

A talent is discovered as while Alex is trying to compose his song, his garderner Sophie (Drew) murmurs a few words, which lead to a co-operation between the both of them...

They compose a song "Way back into Love" and they meet Cora's (the client) expectations..

But Cora, being a very modern dancer and a more revealing type, turns the song into "stick and steamy"

As Sophie does not wish to see the music from a nice classical piece getting transformed into a very adult-oriented kinda thing, she wants to convince Cora to stick to the original composition......

One day before Cora's performance, she requests that Alex do one last verse to complete the song, Sophie does not wanna help him....

But when Alex got to the recording studio, Cora said she received a fax from Sophie...




END OF SPOILERS









Ok....so after the movie, we went for dinner, I managed to eat only KFC due to my sore throat




KFC as in, whipped potato, not chicken, its friday.........and my throat will die if i eat the fried stuff.......


I played THOTD 4...did not do very well. as i died in 3rd stage..stupid empress.....and i finally reached home at 11.30, declining to join my dad and bro for supper....




Overall, i feel glad to be home...into my comfort zone after stepping out of it in 3 days...All i say is that I felt more bonded with my friends..despite being pranked with toothpaste on my neck....

And my family, friends...its really good to see you.......

Thank you.......


I am finally home, after being lost in the wilderness like the Prodigal Son...


Turn away from your sins and remain faithful to the Gospel...


God Bless!

Sleepover at Darryl's house

woot..spasm time.........

Finally after my bloody common test I could go to Darryl's place...I arrived there at about 6.30pm after being drenched in the rain.

His house quite nice sia..got about 4 stories...I saw Jared there. We were watching some trailers in his room.

One damn cool trailer was about Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer


Mr Fantastic and Invisible Woman were holding their wedding and then a silver figure was zooming about the air.

Mr Fantastic then told Human Torch to go...then Human Torch was like " I just bought this suit......*frowns in irritation...Jumps out of building and shouts 'flame on'


So then it was a chase between Torch and Silver Surfer. Human torch was still maintaining distance between his quarry and him...

Flying about the city...them something unexpected happened...


Silver Surfer faced back and grabbed Torch's neck and dragged him all the way up to space...

Space did not allow fire to burn due to the lack of oxygen...so Human Torch was sent flying back down, unconscious...


Totally owned...

Then after that we just searched some videos on Youtube...Then we went to my blog and we watched College Saga with Edmund (Peanut) who joined us later...all had good laugh...


The rest of the crew came at about 7.30pm....Me, Terence, Sharon and Matthew were inside the study room playing a bit of Big 2 and I experimented with one of Darryl's 3 pianos..zzz......

After which me, Jared, Darryl, Punani and Peanut went for dinner at the coffee shop...Talked a hell lot of cock! haha...some were like


Peanut :" You know, in Poly right, got a lot of girls la.. you people from SPS will get to see another side of them....got one time ar....I make fun of this girl la..she having her period then I laugh at her........making fun of her like " haha having your period ar?..."

Then......


Peanut:' Then hor, she came back from the toilet....... and she threw something at me and hit my face.....

It was her stained sanitary pad"..


Peanut:" Then my whole face full of blood sia...I kena stunned.....traumatized..."

Omg lol....

Peanut then talked more about Poly life...how important is it to get friends to help you out...How you should get Street Smart people instead of Book smart people to do projects with you...



The rest of the dinner progressed with more cock-talking.......Then Furtado went to get some stuff in his home while the others went back

We all watched Shaman King..and officially some of us became Shaman King characters..

Oli: Asakura Yoh ( main shaman character)
Darryl: Amidamaru (Yoh's guardian spirit)
Me : Silva ( one of the 10 priests)



We all played some more piano....stepmania...and youtubing...tai tee......




Then we all watched the pokemon movie........With some Absolut vodka...one sip and i was feeling groggy....zzz.........


also played mark's ps 2....Time Crisis 3, WWF.....

OH YEAH HAHA!>....


PEANUT TOTALLY JOJER SIA....3 V 2....THEN HE JUST BEAT UP THE REFEREE NON STOP...HAHA......





The night proceeded on...I slept in Darryl's room on the floor....with Jared, Darryl and oli...



Oli and Jared took Darryl's bed...


not in that sense you sick bastards out there....




ok lets sae...if the bed is horizontal... den the sleeping positions were like


0-<--<
>-->-0


So the bed was vertical....darryl and I took the floor...Darrryl's mom Auntie Magdelene kindly helped me arranged a few cushions for me to sleep on.......


Jared took the side nearest to the wall..so Oli took the side nearer to the floor..... ......


Darryl was still playing with his PSP at the bedside.....lying on his side....


Then he felt a hand touch his ass......he was like " HOLY SHIT!"


Then the hand started tickling....................


OMG LOL.......coz Jared took up more space so Oli was shifting and her hand dropped to his butt..........hahah.......


dats not all.....




As mentioned above, the sleeping position was such that the face were facing the other guy's leg....

Then Jared who was sleeping peacefully...suddenly.......



PIAK....


One leg was on his face




PIAK


Another on his chin.....


He was like :" erm Darryl...could you wake Oli up please? ( when he said that i woke up suddenly..dunno y oso)


Darryl who was already sleeping did not hear shit..


So Jared took his pillow and threw it at him....darryl woke up and thought that he dropped his pillow, so he threw it back at him....


HAHA...omg damn funny....


I slept quite peacefully..but after all the commotion I was awaken with presence of mind and then I was freaking shivering..........my feet was not protected.......

Then Oli almost fell out of the bed TWICE...so me and darryl had to help shift her head and body......

zzz....

thank God nobody sleepwalked



Everyone then came up to his room....talked more cock......Sharon and Roderick went for breakfast first at Mac's.....I took my bath,........

I was feeling so happy went Darryl played Kevin Kern's "Sundial Dreams" on his piano....I wish i could do that too.... :D...


Then poor peanut was waiting for us to finish talking cock...........Darryl lost his wallet...and then found it was his mom who kept it for him..........



Mark and the rest went to put back Mark's PS 2....Me, Matthew and Peanut went to Senpang (watever how u spell it...) to eat prata....

The prata was good, but a tad too expensive....

I order, 2 kosong, and 1 Mushroom and Cheese.....3.20....




After which we went to Plaza Singapura....to watch Pursuit of Happiness..


During the mrt ride...Mark shared with me some things that have happened....

Pursuit of Happiness

Starring: Will Smith as Chris...


The story is about a dad who overcomes all odds just for his son, trying all ways and means to meet his basic necessaties by looking for jobs....


I was a little disappointed though, just wished the story could be sadder...but I will be damned if this were to happen to me......


I was shivering at the cinema.....non stop......After the movie....Oli helped me borrow Mark's jacket and covered me ....I snuggled in it...and I felt much much better.....


after which....





House of the Dead 4 ar sial!




Woot....me and Oli teamed up to play....AND I ONLY LOST ONE LIFE AT THE EMPRESS!....

Considering the fact that I did not play often... I only used 3 credits to finish the game...(excluding the last one, where i just spend one credit to finish the game)


Other than that I felt I played quite well......




Time it was for mass....


We went to Holy Family.....Oli was feeling really really tired....having slept so late.....so did I...yawning non stop........She was looking quite pale....

After mass everyone felt a little better..

I was in for a surprise as I saw Joseph at the Choir...apparently...he has officialy joined Genesis 2 choir....and he is still unable to serve mass...zzz.....

We went for diner at Mac's.....raining heavily...Then after that we went to Furtado's house to claim Oli's bag....


Me and Darryl went to Oli's house....to play a bit of Stepmania...and o2 jam...Darryl was in for a shocker as he has not seen Fantazindy SHD lvl 200.......



Behold....the song which nobody could play.............


Darryl accidentally knocked his head on the wall...ouch...

Oli then went to get some ointment to rub his badly injured head...

Reminds me of the time where a friend of a friend of mine knocked his head on something....he was feeling ok initially...3 hours later, he had a stroke...



Then we went home....while on my journey to the interchange...I was in shock...


I was supposed to go to Maebelin's house....like 4 hours ago.......

The time when I reached my house bus stop was 11.30....I was desperately waiting like an idiot for bus 36.......


A few buses like 16, 55, 197 came by...i ignored them silently waiting for a 36...

I checked the bus and road index


Orchard Road

36,16


=.= "

OMGWTFHBBQKNNBCCBPWNDBYSTUPIDITY.

And that, readers, was one of the painful lessons I learned in my life


Bus 16 goes to Orchard Boulevard......

After realizing the fact, as though fate was playing a cruel fate on me...no buses came.....

until 12.30...where a lonely 36 arrived...

Praise the Lord, I say...

I slept in the bus horizontally.....nobody was inside except me...

I took a walk to Maebelin's block....I reached there at one am..and everyone had left already...except my family...

NO shit...I got an earful once i reached the car....

Only to find out that there was another dinner.......on Sunday.....Uncle Peter's house...

After mass have to go lor........

then..there will be the sec 3 camp...I have not mentally prepared myself for it, despite Furtado and Darryl's reassurance it would be fun....but they gave me advice on how to deal with leeches...


Overall, I loved this sleepover..............



Darryl, thanks so much for being such a great and gracious host to us....spending time and making sure we were comfortable and had fun...hope ur head is ok man..!




haha....Oli was really caring to us too..nursing our illness during the movie and when darryl knocked his head on the wall....oucj....





I really look forward to the next sleepover......


Meanwhile....

Sec 3 camp.....boo.....



Time to pray and prepare myself for this camp...


God keep me from harm

Blood of Christ, cover me.


Amen..


God Bless!















So it was a great day(s)...spending time with the crew