Addiction kills

So far, all my little adventures have just almost landed me into trouble if not by the thin line that held me back, from ruining my academic life totally.



yes, surely you all would know what I speak of, the thing that always lands SCHOOL children into BIG BIG trouble, the thing which THEY DO NOT DO.



it really has been difficult for me to stop, I mean who would want to listen to teachers drone, getting scolded, having responsibilities to fufill, instead of choosing a more freer path to do what you want.



But this excuse does not justify my offence. My 3 classmates bore the consequences of the actions, the same offence I've committed. If not for seeing them get lashed under the wood by our principal I would never have stopped and reflect heavily on my actions.

I was extremely lucky to be able to produce a letter that was signed. I just hope that will be my last offence and I want to bring this matter to a close forever. I really can't face up to the consequences should the things i commit resurface.

i pulling my hair out, thinking of what I've done...The foolishness of it that could lend me into deep trouble. Doing something without thinking...the faces of disappointment of my teachers and parents, my status as a prefect...

One of my friends, who just did not go to the museum got his badge and tie removed in less than a minute... My heart was pounding so badly it could just break out of my chest and I would die, right there and then.

i really regret my actions, and I really hope that I would not have a repeat of last year's events.

******* sc**** is a real addiction, where you push your limits, being free from school work and teachers and being to go to any place you want to.

But like anything and everything, too much of this is bad...and you can't stop. The prospect of returning back is just dampening and irritating...

dun try it...once you start it is more difficult to quit than smoking...i tell you....

I just hope nothing bad happens from now on. and just start afresh.

God Bless...


and on a side note, miss all of ya...