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I never wanted to be this way. But you, whom i thought would understand turn your back on me and say a million and one other things with no sense of logic and no link.

Perhaps it is my fault, but it is not that I really love what i've done. If you so despise me and I am unfit to be what I am to you...why go through all the shit and regret it in the end?

In saying those words, you pierce me with no consideration for my feelings. I know myself better than anyone else...I know what would happen...

I just don't want to hear anymore