Ash Wednesday

wahahaha...

Ash Wednesday mass was pretty successful except during the Gospel Acclamation part because the choir did not practise...So Dannel had to say it out instead. nvm nvm..we all make mistakes...learn from them...

Personally I did not think I lectored very well, but Miss Pereira said I did. so..haha :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D


Then I rushed back home, bathed and changed and I chiong straight to Plaza Sing.....

My poor cousin was not feeling well due to a virus (no, not the Oli-virus)....but due to flu (not avian fly too..dumbass) sneezing, coughing, sore throat......

but that did not stop her from improving HOTD 4..!!!!


her wonderful scores ....>.<

A
B
B
B
A
A


And she still managed to hit the final boss (the world gamma) when he sends out the sky snake which could only be damaged by hitting the head..ROCK ON OLI!!!..

then after that we went to secret recipes siglap to have early dinner........I ate fish and chips...

blew a big hole in my pocket..zzz......oh yeah..matthew joined us too...

after that we went for mass..personally i was a little displeased as during mass there was a little too much talking going on........:X....At the very least, let us respect the order of the mass with a little more reverence...

Amen........






i went home and got screwed verbally ..typical......

zzz........tomorrow still got school.zzzz


and im SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SLEEPOVER SIA!!!!

SLEEPOVER FTW!!!

Friends..........

Had a really good nap this afternoon, then we finally started our visitation...1st up on the list was Auntie Mabel.

We arrived at about 6.30pm. We did not really do much, except watch some programmes on TV
The Hot Chick was on ch 5...

We discovered Uncle Chee Bok had Bronchitis and just got discharged..... :X

We enjoyed a splendid dinner of satay. According to Aunt May, the satay seller used to make satay for MM Lee Kuan Yew himself a few years back...the gravy was superb as it was very finely grounded with not a single crunch of nut i tasted..together with some other dishes...

Next was 5th uncle, or "Ngor Gu"....He was pretty pissed of at dad for coming so late..HAHA...just as mom predicted....we spent another hour there..I tried brandy, and let me say it sucks, its macam alcohol diluted with water...even Gao Liang tastes better...

I told dad I was going to visit my friends at Dhoby Ghaut, but he said no..as we were going to visit Auntie Lillian, my sister's godmother...

But I rebelled...When we stopped at Sea Avenue, I walked straight to Marine Parade to hail a cab to Kembangan MRT station.

I was not going to let anyone intimidate me anymore...This is something I wanted to do...to meet my friends...to see their faces..to spend time with them.....I did not let the comment of "so you prioritise friends over family" get to me...I promised I was gonna be there, late but not never...

Somehow, something in my heart told me I would deeply regret it if I were not present in the midst of their hearts. I did not want to feel any more feelings of regret in my life...choosing not to do the thing I wanted and then later choosing to see how stupid I was to not chase after what I wanted...

I did not care that I confirmed my dad's accusation of me prioritising friends over family...I did not care that he said he was gonna confiscate my ang pow money...money may make the world go round but hell, it does not replace relationships.....It can never buy back the good times we had...I did not care if I was being an unfilial son at that point of time....

coz...these are more than my friends....they are a part of me....I can never do without them...

hey, to my clique, we've been thru more than thick or thin together....the times we shared, the love and care we show for each other....


I love all of you, more than words can say...



Everything in this world cannot be taken for granted, especially the dear friends you cherish.
-Darryl Jeremiah Leong




God Bless......every single one of you...

Hikari - piano instrumental...(sung by Utada Hikaru)

Kyle?..


nuff said......just listen....

Simple and Clean - Stepmania

OMG...MY FAVOURITE SONG IS ON STEPMANIA...OLI IF U CAN DL THIS VERSION PLS?!!!

I AM GONNA PRACISE THIS EVERYDAY JUST USING MY COM AND THE VIDEO ITSELF.!!!

College Saga

ROCK ON

Just...get away from me....................

Im sick of it...I don't wanna hear any more shit from you......just get lost........for whatever I do is wrong in your eyes......

I fail to achieve your stupid "missions" which includes buying cigarettes and forcing to give presents to someone who does not want it which in turn you bloody hell screamed in my bloody face........

You always choose me because of your laziness and the fact that you think I always do it willingly.....


no....

enough is enough.........


GET YOUR OTHER CHILDREN TO DO IT!!

IM NOT ALWAYS THE ONLY ONE YEA!?


WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING EXPLOIT THEM TOO..THEY ARE MORE RESPONSIBLE THAN ME AREN'T THEY?!!!!


YOU KEEP TELLING ME HOW MUCH YOU'VE DONE FOR US.....AND HOW WE RETURN THE FAVOUR........WELL LOOK AT WHAT WE HAVE DONE TOO......AND STOP LOOKING AT MY FAULTS........

STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED.......................


these were my feelings after that night where i failed to give Auntie Rosie some presents coz she refused profusely........

and i cried bitterly that night......what have i done to deserve your shouting in my face....calling me useless, questioning my motives for delivering the presents to her..........

I cld not care less about this dumb family I had anyway...even my siblings make use of me...only my mother truly cares and loves me.....

i downed my 3 bottles of vodka which i managed to sneak through the trolley and paid without my parents noticing what i bought.......

i was feeling giddy, heart rate increasing in a very alarming rate...my eyes were bloodshot......

i looked at myself...is this truly me? have i truly become what i was? the hatred and anger I feel.....towards him.....he, who tried to deny my existence of this world, but was saved by my mother.........


Having to do all your work you assign me which in turn i get no form of appreciation but scoldings on the methods i execute my duties.......

well just FUCK OFF!!!!!!

IF YOU THINK YOU ARE THAT FUCKING SMART AND CAPABLE DON'T CALL ON ME TO DO YOUR FUCKING DIRTY WORK...............


my patience towards you waned greatly......every conversation would escalate into a quarrel.....


and all because of this chinese new year preparations............i see no point in having a reunion dinner when everyone is just so freaking moody..


stop shouting at me...i am not your soldier and you are not my commander.....you don have any right to tell me what i can or cannot do...dun be naive and think i always help out willingly......and stop scolding my mother if you dun like the way she does things...

IF YOU WANT SOMETHING DONE RIGHT, GO DO IT YOURSELF....IT IS NEITHER OF OUR FAULTS IF WE DO IT WRONG....




But,



Why.....




why do i feel a certain guilt when i refuse to help him...is it because hes my father? am i too easily made use of?....issit because im too kind-hearted towards him? do i fear being called unfilial...or maybe its because im his so called favourite son?......

I just cant bring myself to say "no" towards him....but that does not mean i do not feel hatred towards him sometimes........

The anger that pulses through my body boils my blood and an aura of hatred surrounds me, everytime you shout....

my tolerance....has its limits......

V Day

Everyone had plans...yadda yadda

I went to airport and met Roderick there...both galz were working morning shift on that day...and they were hyper about it...also there were no maggi mee/ amy to ruin their glorious day...:D

I gave Oli a bouquet which was wrapped in blue paper with a purple ribbon. Inside contained 2 pink roses which I bought from school as proceeds went to a charity organization, and I added in one blood red rose which I bought from Parkway.

She liked it la..haha ....and she informed me that sending 3 blood red roses to a girl meant " I love You"

:/

or " I love you, my cousin"

haha...and she is my dear cousin!



All went to her house and we played stepmania.....!!!!HAHAHA...Managed to survive a bit of "gym leader battle"

Oli's mom said something that really upset her almost that she was already on the verge of tears. :(

cousin, don't be sad..ok? all of us are here for you...

Darryl and Furtado came by, buying her a pair of drumsticks and a comic respectively. and she was HYPER ABOUT IT.....

We all watched a Pokemon movie, something to do with Lucario..8th movie in the movie series......pretty nice...all of us loved it despite the fact we all like outgrown pokemon already...


And so began the surprise!

We presented the ring to both Sharon and Roderick. The ring symbolised their 1st relationship together and more importantly, a sign of their love for each other..

at least thats what i think anyway....

and they both were like feeling embarassed about this...haha

I went for dinner with them before tuition ...=.="
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So, a day well spent with friends, better than stoning at home like it was any other day.

V Day, brings the virtue of Love...

and so it begins










The fact that this day came about was because of love, the fact that we celebrate it is also because of love, the fact that this day will be celebrated in the future is also because of love...

The Bible speaks of love...I like it best in Corinthians Chapter 13..I shall see if i can type out the verse 1 - 13 without any references

*takes a deep breath*

If I were able, to speak the language of humans, and even that of angels, but if I have no love, I am no more but a clanging bell, or a noisy gong. I may possess all knowledge, and understand all secrets, I may possess the faith that is required to move mountains, but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may give away all my riches and possessions, and even give up my body to be burnt, but if I have no love, this does me no good.

Love is patient and kind. It is not jealous, conceited or proud. Love is not ill-mannered, (something and something) Love does not keep a record of wrongdoings, but is tolerant, Love does not rejoice in evil, but is happy with the truth.

When I was a child, my thoughts, actions were that of a child. But now that I am an adult, I have no use for childish ways.

Meanwhile, these 3 remain; Faith, Hope and Love. And the greatest of these, is Love...





Hm..i think i missed out a few points...but now lets see the actual verses from the Bible itself.



I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and even of angels, but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge and understand all secrets; I may have all the faith needed to move mountains- but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may give away everyhing I have, and even give up my body to be burned- but if I have no love, this does me no good

Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up, and its faith, hope and patience never fail.

Love is eternal. There are inspired messages, but they are temporary; there are gifts of speaking in strange tounges, but they will cease; for there is knowledge, but it will pass. For our gifts of knowledge and of inspired messages are only partial; but when what is perfect comes, thein what is partial will disappear.

When I was a child, my speech, feeling, and thinking were all those of a child; now that i am an adult, I have no more use for childish ways. What we see now is like a dim image in a mirror; then we shall see face-to-face. What I know now is only partial; then it will be complete-
as complete as God's knowlege of me.

Meanwhile, these three remain: faith, hope, and love; and the greatest of these is love.








There you have it...


God Bless!